Balcony Incident

Things to mention when I type this up:

• Black motel cat spotted; named Oz
• My injury and yet another instance of me fainting? At least note that Rorfu must have been the town’s medical practitioner
• If injury and fainting mentioned (really should be), note Sloan’s bandaging job while I was fainted
• Valentine boy suggesting the community center to read up on what we saw
• Rorfu and the sheriff are being followed far more adamantly than Sloan and I were, so they’re going out of their way to mislead their pursuer before finally circling back to town
• The “hints” to go to the woods
• it bled black on me
• Or do I mention it at all?

It burned but left me cold before I blacked out. However, whatever Sloan did while patching me up really worked wonders. He’s been dodgy about how he disposed of the black substance spattered all over the balcony and motel room, and I’ve seen him drop his smile when he doesn’t think I’m looking. I regret ever bringing him into this. It's just as Tallie said: I drag everybody who cares about me through the mud, and for what? For answers nobody cares about? And then I'm left alone once all is said and done.

Why should I even post anymore?

Reasons to keep posting

1. I want to be a paranormal investigator (and this is NOT all in my head)
2. my experiences are valuable to share and later reflect on
3. I’m sharing the truth
4. A public record exists if I die (until the site dies too)

I never saw myself growing old, but I can't let myself succumb to any of this. People care about me, and I may have put them in harm's way.

Surely people would cry for me

Who would REALLY care if I die

• Rorfu
• Rorfu's mom
• Sloan? Sloan. I shouldn’t question that. He's probably the only reason I'm alive.
• Tallie? Despite her cruelties, I still don't think she wanted to disown me alongside our "parents"
• Jeremiah might cry. He seems nice
• Fettuccine??

Reasons to stop posting

1. I sound ridiculous to others
• Counter: This has never stopped me from telling the truth before. Why should I abide by the opinions of others if they don't know the half of what I'm experiencing?
2. Bot harassment
• Counter: I've been harrassed by far worse than some cryptic bots. I'll just keep blocking them
3. The only entities(?) reading my posts seem to wish harm
• Counter: If I could find some way to handle them, then they won't bother anyone else down the line. They might bother Rorfu. Sloan's already been put at risk, and yet he's still here.
• Counter: I want to investigate the paranormal, so I'm quite lucky such things are targeting me. This is what I was looking for. "Lucky" is quite the way to describe this

What else

• Mention how the anomalous creature that attacked us tonight called me Maz? This might make it all worse
• The person following Rorfu and Sheriff Kyle might just be after the town more than me, but what's the point in mentioning that as well?

I should be resting. Think saving the picture I took before fainting last night will be a good idea in case something happens to my phone

I don't know

I'm tired

Note to self: ⚠️GASHED AND BLOODY⚠️ leg in dropdown. Hard to look at without feeling lightheaded again.

ACTUAL Post Draft:

Last night was hello